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Answer 1

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Answer 2

The unsent letter to the past?
People always ask me, “when are you gonna get into a relationship!?” Or “have you found the perfect one?!”. The answer to both is, no I haven’t. But I did find someone I thought was the love of my life. Letters,notes,music,weather,clothing,voices,favors, textures, always remind me of the one I thought to be but was never close enough. I’d like to say that it ended nice and quiet but how my brain says it was, was bad and loud, my brain makes it seem like everything I know or said or seen was a lie. I always resort back to a letter I wrote in September, a letter I know I will never sent which includes my love for him and maybe my anger towards him or my sadness towards him. I don’t quite know because I always refrain from sending it to him and if I would then I would have to rewrite the whole letter because I wouldn’t know how to explain why I said I loved him in one line but then called him horrible nasty things in a another or where I’d say I’d miss our late night movies or kitchen dances. In a way my brain tells me that it ended because it was for MY safety but in reality it should have ended for his safety because how I now know it ended was because I couldn’t explain how I felt in a way he would understand. A way where we’d be on the same page. A way where if I had just said “I can’t explain how I feel” instead of yelling and having my brain block out the important details then maybe I’d be back enjoying those late night movies or the kitchen dances. Knowing how to communicate is how a relationship is build so this is why I’m writing this letter….as an apology and as an explanation of how I feel now.

Love (C/N)

Answer 3

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The Unsent Letter to the Past

People always ask me, “When are you going to get into a relationship?” or “Have you found the perfect one?” The answer to both is no, I haven’t. But I did find someone I believed was the love of my life. Letters, notes, music, weather, clothing, voices, favors, textures—these all remind me of the one I thought could be my everything but was never close enough.

I’d like to say it all ended nicely and quietly, but my brain insists otherwise. It makes everything feel bad and loud, as if everything I knew, said, or witnessed was a lie. I often find myself returning to a letter I wrote in September—one I know I will never send—where I poured out my love for him, as well as my anger and sadness. I’m uncertain about the specifics because I always hold back from sending it. If I did, I would have to rewrite the whole thing, struggling to explain how I could declare my love for him in one moment and then label him with horrible, nasty names in another. I reminisce about our late-night movies and kitchen dances, which I miss dearly.

In some ways, my brain tells me it ended for my safety, but I now realize it should have ended for his. I couldn’t convey how I felt in a manner he would understand—where we would be on the same page. If only I had said, “I can’t explain how I feel,” instead of yelling, letting my mind block out the important details, then maybe I’d still be enjoying those late-night movies or kitchen dances.

Knowing how to communicate is essential to building a relationship, which is why I’m writing this letter: as an apology and as an explanation of how I feel now.

Love,
(C/N)

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Answer 4

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Is love worth it?
I mean what the hell…why’s it’s always ME, the one who did something wrong in the relationship? People say they don’t know who I’ve become when we break up, but from the start I didn’t even know who I was or am now because I still don’t know. Everyone always says “oh yea, I’m getting married next weekend” and I don’t know how to reply. Then I get the bad rep, like I’ve never had true love to understand ur excitement about a moment that ur mom or dad won’t even remember in 20 years, or where ur sister or brother will cry and care but don’t know why they feel like this. I’ve never gotten to know how I am in the love category because I was never taught how to love or how to show love in a way they will hear understand and feel. When I say I love you and it puts a smile on your face then that’s wonderful but I don’t know how you can feel a type of an emotion from a statement. From an indicative mood.

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Is Love Worth It?

I mean, what the hell… why is it always ME who seems to have done something wrong in the relationship? People say they don’t recognize who I’ve become after a breakup, but honestly, I didn’t even know who I was from the start, and I still don’t know now. Everyone always says, “Oh yeah, I’m getting married next weekend,” and I never know how to respond. Then I end up with a bad reputation, as if I’ve never experienced true love and can’t understand their excitement over a moment that their mom or dad won’t even remember in 20 years—or a moment where their sister or brother might cry and care but don’t grasp why they feel that way.

I’ve never truly discovered who I am in the realm of love because I was never taught how to love or how to express it in ways that others can hear, understand, and feel. When I say, “I love you,” and it puts a smile on your face, that’s wonderful, but I can’t comprehend how you can derive an emotional response from a simple statement, from an indicative mood.

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