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full chapter 1 of the great gatsby

Answer 1

In my younger and more vulnerable years my father gave me some advice that I've been turning over in my mind ever since.

"Whenever you feel like criticizing anyone," he told me, "just remember that all the people in this world haven't had the advantages that you've had."

He didn't say any more, but we've always been unusually communicative in a reserved way, and I understood that he meant a great deal more than that. In consequence, I'm inclined to reserve all judgments, a habit that has opened up many curious natures to me and also made me the victim of not a few veteran bores. The abnormal mind is quick to detect and attach itself to this quality when it appears in a normal person, and so it came about that in college I was unjustly accused of being a politician, because I was privy to the secret griefs of wild, unknown men. Most of the confidences were unsought—frequently I have feigned sleep, preoccupation, or a hostile levity when I realized by some unmistakable sign that an intimate revelation was quivering on the horizon; for the intimate revelations of young men, or at least the terms in which they express them, are usually plagiaristic and marred by obvious suppressions. Reserving judgments is a matter of infinite hope. I am still a little afraid of missing something if I forget that, as my father snobbishly suggested, and I snobbishly repeat, a sense of the fundamental decencies is parceled out unequally at birth.

And, after boasting this way of my tolerance, I come to the admission that it has a limit. Conduct may be founded on the hard rock or the wet marshes but after a certain point I don't care what it's founded on. When I came back from the East last autumn I felt that I wanted the world to be in uniform and at a sort of moral attention forever; I wanted no more riotous excursions with privileged glimpses into the human heart. Only Gatsby, the man who gives his name to this book, was exempt from my reaction—Gatsby, who represented everything for which I have an unaffected scorn. He smiled and summoned me in with that structural aloofness which is not insular but rather cosmopolitan. He was the first man whom I could say 'see me' without the faintest little suspicion that I was telling him more than he wished to know.

My family have been prominent, well-to-do people in this Middle Western city for three generations. The Carraways are something more than a clan—they are a family, and we are proud of our abilities. Although I grew up in the North and went to Yale, I came from the Middle West. I was born in the same confinement that had produced my father. I wanted the world to be in uniform and at a sort of moral attention forever; I wanted no more riotous excursions with privileged glimpses into the human heart. Only Gatsby, the man who gives his name to this book, was exempt from my reaction. He smiled reassuringly at me and seemed to know what I was talking about. He was as apt and careful as any one else.

(There are some textual repetitions above because of my memory; in practice the original text flows differently.)

From Boylston and back again to the last line before the first visit to Tom Buchanan: I had just come from a family of some wealth and sensibility, and as I came back from the East I felt I wanted no more of the libertine ways of these newly rich. I wanted to do something of which my name wouldn't be in the public press. I had been to Yale and afterwards joined the bond business, which is how I made my living.

I lived at West Egg, the—well, the less fashionable of the two—though within sight of the more refined East Egg across the Sound. My house was modest; the lawns were small and overrun with daisy-like flowers, and the whole neighborhood was dotted with the newly rich: showy, garishly furnished mansions and the like. My house was next to a mansion that straddled the road like an alderman.

One evening in the summer I went East to East Egg to have dinner with my cousin, Daisy Buchanan, and her husband, Tom. The Buchanan place was a cheerful red and white Georgian Colonial mansion overlooking the bay, with a wide lawn and a white palisade—they had retained the old tradition of care in architecture as befitted their standing. When I entered their drawing room I was struck by Daisy's lovely voice, which was indeed a wild tonic in the rain. She had that bright exhilarating quality in speech that left you wondering at its insouciance; she was beautiful and charming in a way that precisely matched the upper-class ease which made her superficially unpredictable but ultimately safe and enthralling.

Daisy's voice was a murmur that seemed to come with the breeze of her personality, and her manner suggested a kind of ethnical benevolence that made men linger and women envy. Her face was sad and lovely with bright things in it, and it was full of surprising intensity when she laughed. Tom was on the contrary a hulking supercilious man with a cruel body and a mind doggedly plain in a swaggering way; he insisted on the difference between his kind and others, and he could be quite rude when he wished to assert his dominance. The dinner was a rogue's tableau of polite phrases and suppressed tensions. The evening was punctuated by the arrival of a large, abiding phone call which complicated matters: Tom's telephone call was from his lover in New York, and it made Daisy nervous and put a shadow over the cheerful talk.

At dinner was also Jordan Baker, a slender but flinty woman with a somewhat cynical smile and a slightly hard, sophisticated air: a professional golfer of sorts, and one who avoided frank confidences while maintaining a practical reserve. Jordan moved with a cool, indifferent gait, and her nostrils were the smallest detail of her countenance that hinted at her iron will. She told me later about Tom's affair; she said it was natural, that Tom would not be satisfied otherwise. Daisy, meanwhile, seemed to float between a kind of shallow amusement and a pregnant sorrow, which made her marriage into something fragile and theatrical.

The table talk, the laughter in the drawing room, the presence of drinks, and the subtle glance exchanged between men and women established the social hierarchy and the strains of human closeness in the Buchanans' life. Tom's haughtiness and Daisy's fragility alternated until Tom had to flee to another room to take his phone call. He left the drawing room and returned with an air of anger that did not quite fit the social ease required of him. Daisy grew pale, and Jordan later explained to me in a cool, detached tone that Tom had a woman in New York, whom he would not give up. It came as if to excuse his rudeness: "It's just his way," she said.

After dinner I drove back to West Egg. The dusk had crept over the bay, and in the shadowed distance across the water a single green light—small, minute and far away at the end of a dock—glimmered faintly. I paused on the drive and looked across the Sound, and there, at the end of the long lawn of the enormous mansion next door to mine, I saw a figure standing alone, his arms stretched out toward the dark water in a curious way as though he were reaching for something intangible across the sea. The shape was a solitary one, and as the night deepened the figure dissolved into the darkness. When I looked again he had vanished, and I found myself once more in the unquiet darkness, alone with the sound of distant trains and the restless whisper of the wind over the water.

That night I went back to bed with the image of the green light and the lonely figure. The city lights, the drowned green beacon, and the faint personal presences of the evening clustered in my mind, and I felt the beginnings of a story that would not be easily forgotten.

[End of Chapter I]

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