To categorize the items based on whether they have a similar or different meaning to "surrendered":
Similar Meaning:
- D) abandoned myself
Different Meaning:
- A) desired
- B) let myself go
- C) attained
"Surrendered" typically implies giving up or relinquishing control, which aligns best with "abandoned myself." The others reflect a sense of aspiration or achieving something, which contrasts with the idea of surrendering.