Help write this in a proper English “look, I’ve never wanted a way out in this relationship, I’ve loved you and I still do but please whenever you’re angry or wanna console yourself never mention my ex in this whole thing which he has nothing to do with. I realise that I’m being a bad person in this whole thing forcing to come live with. I understand that I’ve pushed to to disrespect your family I’m sorry with that. Hope you find peace in life and you don’t find a bad person like me in your next relationship. I’ve never realise I’m made you choose bad decisions by staying with me I’m sorry with that”

Here’s a revised version of your message in proper English:

"Look, I want to clarify that I’ve never sought a way out of this relationship; I've loved you and still do. However, I kindly ask that whenever you’re upset or trying to find comfort, please refrain from mentioning my ex, as he has nothing to do with our situation. I recognize that I have not been the best partner by pushing you to live with me, and I regret that I may have caused you to disrespect your family. For that, I sincerely apologize. I genuinely hope you find peace in your life and that you don’t encounter someone like me in your next relationship. I didn’t realize that being with me might have led you to make poor decisions, and I’m truly sorry for that."