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I was always complaining about the smallest things in this relationship like communication, you were just this nonchalant person or let me say ignorant of my irks to you. I lost myself by trying to fit in your world because you always made me feel like I'm complaining over things that are not a big deal. Now that you decided to change from the person you were, you expect me to put the very same effort again. I can't go back to that I'm tired because I tried for the longest time that I've already given up and it's impossible to bring back the eager in me

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I used to voice my frustrations about the little things in our relationship, like communication. You often came across as nonchalant or even indifferent to my concerns. In trying to fit into your world, I lost a part of myself because you made me feel like my complaints were trivial. Now that you've decided to change, you expect me to put in the same effort again. I can't go back to that; I'm exhausted. I tried for a long time, but I've given up, and it's hard to rekindle the enthusiasm I once had.