The paraphrase you provided corresponds closely to the following excerpt from The Odyssey:
"Seeing this ghost I grieved, but held her off, through pang on pang of tears, till I should know the presence of Teiresias."
In this passage, the narrator expresses sadness at seeing his mother’s ghost but prioritizes his need to speak with the ghost of Teiresias, which aligns with your paraphrase's focus on the narrator's emotional conflict and choice.