help me write this in proper english “you know, there’s this awkward thing about me when i’m angry nor no longer feeling your energy around me, i wouldn’t distance myself immediately but whenever i decide to leave, i leave with everything in me”

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"You know, there's something awkward about me: when I'm angry or when I no longer feel your presence around me, I don't distance myself right away. However, when I do decide to leave, I leave with all of my emotions."