Here's a revised version of your message in proper English:
I hope this message finds you well, but I have to be honest—it doesn’t feel that way to me right now. I want to get straight to the point: I think I may be developing feelings for you. The way we communicate and the way I call you has made me realize this, and it scares me. When I start to have feelings for someone, it's hard for me to bounce back from it. I’m truly sorry if I've jeopardized our friendship by revealing these feelings. I hope to work through this and continue being a good friend to you.
Feel free to make any adjustments to better match your style!