Found this in an old room in my 50 bedroom house

Question

What does this sound like the person thinks of what they mean. What does the word Lamestin mean or is it some kind of code.

You called me home this past week
After years of war
But it still rages
I have something I must say
Though you sent me though lamestin
I was angered all the more
Though it was my fault
A crusade it was
But I must now say

What was it really worth
All the tears shed for nothing
What was it really worth
All the complaint that written on paper
Oh, what was it really worth
Yes one might try to saya
It was worth everything
Look back and see
There was nothing
There was nothing

They say far from home may seem
But I say what was it really worth
I could have stood
I could fought valiantly
Look those who did
What was it really worth
All the tears spent in vain
Over wrong things
Look my comrades in arms
Look at the other men in arms
Oh, what really worth
I could have forgiven
I could have agreed

Answer 1

with the decision to send me to war, but instead, I am angered even more. The word "lamestin" is mentioned, but it is unclear what it means. It could be a made-up word or possibly a code word that only the author knows the meaning of.