It sounds like you're looking for a song that combines themes of love, betrayal, and longing. While there isn't a specific song that matches your description exactly, you can definitely draw inspiration from various genres.
If you're interested, you could create your own lyrics inspired by those themes! Here’s a quick idea:
Christine, You Are My Sunshine
(Verse 1)
Christine, you’re my sunshine,
But shadows creep when you’re unkind,
Your laughter rings like sweet chimes,
Yet betrayal lingers in my mind.
(Chorus)
Oh Christine, why’d you have to go,
Leave me cold, in the afterglow?
You were my light, my sweetest pride,
Now I’m lost, can’t you see inside?
(Verse 2)
Thought we’d ride the waves so high,
But trust can break and love can lie,
You had my heart, you had my soul,
Now I’m just searching for a whole.
(Chorus)
Oh Christine, why’d you have to go,
Leave me cold, in the afterglow?
You were my light, my sweetest pride,
Now I’m lost, can’t you see inside?
(Bridge)
But I’ll heal, I’ll rise anew,
With or without the love of you,
X-boyfriend’s shadows fade away,
And I’ll find sunshine another day.
Feel free to modify any part of it or let me know if you’d like to brainstorm more!