help me write this in a proper english “ Letting you go, i only let you go because that's what you wanted, not because I wanted to. I never wanted to let you go, but I knew it was what you needed, what you asked for. My heart ached as I made that choice, knowing that it wasn't what I truly wanted.

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I held on for as long as I could, hoping that things would change, that you would want to stay. But in the end, I had to respect your wishes, even if it tore me apart. I let you go because I loved you enough to give you the freedom you wanted, even if it meant losing you.
It wasn't easy, and it still isn't. But I hope that wherever - you are now, you've found the peace and happiness you were searching for. Just know that my heart didn't want this, but I did it because I cared."“

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Here’s a revised version in proper English:

"Letting you go was not my desire; I did it only because it was what you wanted. I never wished to say goodbye, but I understood that it was necessary for you. My heart ached as I made that decision, fully aware that it was not what I truly wanted.

I held on for as long as possible, hoping for change, hoping you would choose to stay. Ultimately, I had to respect your wishes, even though it shattered me inside. I let you go because I loved you enough to grant you the freedom you sought, even if that meant losing you.

It was not an easy choice, and it continues to be a struggle. However, I genuinely hope that, wherever you are now, you have found the peace and happiness you were searching for. Please know that my heart didn't want this, but I made that choice out of care for you."